Hi! It's been a week since I last journaled, so the schedule for IVF has had time to sink in. Now I can't wait! It seems so far away until the action happens. But, it's kind of good b/c now that I have the schedule, I can make certain plans.
Like, YES to Twilight at the Zoo, which is great bc tickets were $65 and I was going to be sad if I paid that and just walked around and didn't have fun.
YES to my friend Joanna's wedding shower!
YES to celebrating my birthday with the girls!
Then no :( to Joanna's bachelorette weekend (which is scheduled for THAT weekend, or what COULD be that weekend). Clearly, I'd rather be making babies than drinking, but it is going to be a really fun weekend with the girls! But priorities!!
On to what's happened the last week. I started the birth control pills and I haven't really noticed any changes. It's been four and a half years since I had taken one, so I expected something to happen. Although my tummy has been a little unstable, but I'm not sure if that's why or not.
The husband and I are just enjoying the freedom to do whatever we want, whenever we want. Not that we haven't had that for the past 10 years, but we feel like there's a countdown clock now.
I haven't been consumed yet with everything baby bc I don't want to go down that path before anything is certain. But it is fun to think about. Last week we had a 'sample sale' of items that distributers had tried to get my company to sell. For $10 I walked away with some really cute baby stuff for the nursery. Just some wall hangings that were nice, but generic enough to go with any decor. :)
Well, I don't have much else to say. I'd like to journal more frequently, but it's hard to get into. Besides, it's just for me, so who cares, right?
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